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Thursday, September 20, 2007

If you are in a good mood, don't read this...

Do you ever just feel like you can’t do it anymore? This is how I feel this morning. I did not want to get out of bed, I do not want to exercise, and I do not want to keep track of points and I REALLY don’t want to have to work right now. I just wish that I could be someone else for one day (with the exception of changing husbands, because I want to keep my Justin all for myself). You know someone who is skinny and doesn’t have to worry about gaining weight; someone who has everything handed to them on a silver platter.

WAKE UP!!!!! I know that this will never happen, but can’t I dream a little bit? I hate it when you are laying your head down at work (usually only do that if I have a headache) and someone will walk by and say “wake up Jessica”, like I don’t know that I am work. There is a reason I lay my head down people! Well that is how I feel today in a metaphorical sense. I want to just dream that I can be that skinny, rich girl and I would prefer it if no one says “that’s not going to happen.”

Well I have lot's to do and so I will put a smile back on and pretend that I am in a good mood. Maybe I can fake it until I make it. I am sorry this entry is such a downer today. I just, well I don’t know. I hope that someone out there is having a good day, because I sure have to fake it here at work.


Erin said...

That's exactly how I feel today. That sums it up exactly! I just couldn't put it in those words. I say we should totally spend the day with Lady Elaine and King Friday! :c)

Liesl said...

I totally understand! I so often compare my life to others' whom I think have it so much better than I do (the grass is always greener, right?). I applaud you for validating how you feel, and moving on with it. You can have down's completely normal. I'll pray for your day to get better (and try to find both of us new jobs) ;o)

Misti said...

I hope things are going better for you. Keep on keeping on! You are an encouragement to me. I believe in ya!